Helena666

I wish to be a butterfly It seems so simple One day to live One day of sunshine One day of nightmares Why did I stay where I didn't belong? I was told too many times but still Self destruction permanently overcame I actually lived for too long inside a bubble Swallowed up by darkness and sweet dreams While my eyes were wide open Beauty and love exist But I don't always get to experience them in full splendor There's always the other side Value has no value   Every breath is followed by smoke Every kiss tastes like blood Logic surrounds emotions Now We are living in a mechanical world Where butterflies surv

I miss your embrace I miss holding your hand I miss your body touching mine A steady heart Cold and hot vibe Old memories of your passion There is so much beauty in you Your eyes are watching me, in my mind I used to be certain of your care For how long would I lie for you? For how long could I speak to you? Before I run away And not to you I feel nothing more than fear I've lost you before you were even mine So I can't expect you to need me So I must search for the specific attention in someone else Changes are something I've always hated Why must I resist you? Why can't I accept the way you are now? Who said you don't lo